29 nov.

Morning. Meditation. walk around with Anna and Mason.
So warm yeahhhh. sunny. lot of big hill. beautiful architecture . stop at music store. music is life.
Finally FOUND A UKULELE :)
bough my babe :) yeahhhhhhhh sooo so stoked!


Its a bit depressing to be in the city tho. lot of people energy and stress.
Sometimes I dont understand life..( I guess its normal but..)
Like really all those people in uniform not able to smile. to tired of life. but they have money. hourra ?!.
All those publicity to consume and have more. and to make us eat fat food. and make us wana try to be slim so consume more... arf.
Its important that I surround myself with lovely inspiring people with good values if I dont wana get to low down..

27 nov

Hitch Hike with Essian.
Super fun. a bit of sun. got pickup by Ashley a lovely chill girl brought us to Eureka a kinda coffee in front of the 101..

met this guy that cut his own tongue in two... soo gross........










Hitch Hike again.
Seen a guy looks like Jesus... we really hope he pick us up but no...
Finally Jesus cameback ! yeahh Allelluyah!
Its Jenny and Jse
super chill couple late 20s they have a farm and offer me job.. I can comeback there whenever I want. super cool old brown car.
nice music sun. hihA.

After got another ride with a guy directly to San Francisco :) :) :) yeah yeah yeah!
He drop us downtown. walk around. saw the Occupy by accident. got some wine and food and went on the quay. there are like 10 quays. we had such a great time. drinking walking laughing... finally go back to occupy play music and slept in the middle of a park. woke up super late haha people walking around like no big deal. so much warmer here!
Beautiful night :) So glad I met him. will miss Essian!
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28 nov.
go back to occupy.. a girl gave us a bag for us... saying its her donation for occupy but she wants us to have it.. there is a beauty hat and 40$... haha good morning :)
walk to library... stupid rules.. its the worst we laugh again so much. finish the neckless for pirate Essian.
He is so funny. make funny faces. big eyes. freckles. Dapples. :)
Let him go to the airport and when I come back I see MIZA AND JEAN_LUC!!!! YEAH
we met like that by chance at the occupy. so happy!

Really tired and wana go have a good night of sleep at the shelter... there is a young shelter close so walk there... so far finally... and its full no place.. walk all the way to the other one.. im more than tired feel like I could fall at any time... the other one is full too. so desesperate... have to walk back to the Occupy...
At least when I got back... Anna and Mason yeahh <3
really happy the family is back together. speak a lot. play music yeah finally play ukulele again!
SO STOKED!
Met Avrian/ Zebra. such intense conversation on life. really inspiring.
Life is not what we tend to think it is...
We have invent languages and standard and signification and awww.
The real life exist when you close your eyes.. its about love and energy. not only our energy but the energy of everything around/. the nature .the sun. the moon. we build and invent the rest...
Nothing really needs to look good as long as it feels good. 

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Im a bit tired of the occupy... It was a great movement at the begining but now that its coming to the end... every city I go to visit occupy they have the same issue.
There are a lot of drug addict and a lot of problem with controling the food... the basic idea is good.. but its stupid cause we do the same thing as we know.. same kinda democratie.. just smaller...
There is a lot of people screaming and getting frustrated by the police... the fact is that occupy should not be a process but a movement. to be. right now. to occupy peacefully and realize our right as human. anyway.. its hard to write about thatr but Im sure if you've been to occupy you will understand..

At least when you travel its easy to just show up there. you can put your tent and there is usually at least one nice person.

25 Nov.

Morning. 6h45 woke up.
meditate and pack my shit. wanna leave but no cars are going and dont know where to go to be back on the 101....
back to sleep until he wake me up ( as everytime he moves it moves the whole house and it wakes me up. haha)

Surprise he decided he will drive to California see his cousin and will give me a ride in the same time!
yeah yeah yeah!
Sad to see how hard it is to put his socks and shoes...
Anyway its sunny and Im so happy :) We cross the border to CALIFORNIAAAAAA!
+  good music. listen to eric clapton. bob marley. Bought me coffee.
Stop by the ocean to make me see everything beauty. Stop in the Redwood Forest :)
( lot of road close because the wind/storm blew trees all over..)

him.

He is alright. its relax. he got such a big american accent!
When we arrived in Arcada he invite me to a chinese buffet ! hAPPy to eat finally! hihaaa
was kinda super fat but eheh... funny fact: he only got 1 stick in his pack of sticks and no message in his fortune cookie :( lol.
Drop me in Arcarta square :)

try to find a library but its close... try to find a ukulele but too expensive.. walk around. its sunny and warmth! Barefoot in the square/ park. just sit breathe make jewelery and enjoy the energy of the sun!
Met these Hippy couple with there lovely baby. play with her.

Guys come over talk to me.. a bit too gangsta for me. weed dealer. gave me some.
  there is a free meal giving in the park for thanks giving hourray! Pumpkin chai pie = orgasmic.


Finally meet Andy. super chill. Invite me over to his camp that he call the new Occupy in the middle of the wood. They want to start there own community up there. start a garden and different things. Pretty nice idea.
its a long walk he said but yeah so happy thats what I wanted!
Put back my bag and walk for 2 hours.... with hills... was sooooo hard/long but in good company.
sleep in a homemade tipy! Could have been super cool but its cold... Meet 3 other persons.. cook and talk. was fun.
decided to go back to town  the next day... to keep going I think as it was good but didnt connect more with the folks there...
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26 nov. back in town. enjoy the sun a bit stop at Andy friends house. Nice people.
walk back to go to hitch hike..met this strange guy. so strange . he told me he is traveling and he feel lonely and wana stay with me... he seems old so strange im scare so told him I will go to safeway and comeback but never come back just go to the hwy... but already somebody there :(... go talk to him... and...
He is finally from Quebec!! haha
Essian <3 awww <3

nobody pick us up.. so we decided to stay together trying both to go to San Francisco (  him to fly to Hawai and me to meet with the Miza Jeanluc Anna Star Mason)
sleep next to the hwy under a tree... smoke so much weed talk a lot laught our ass off!
Love him a lot remind me of my bro.
We decided to go back to the city ... find some nice folks that are from Mexico. Made a big Music Jam.
So lovely. super grateful! People are inspiring and lovely.

the dog who was singing on the harmonica :)

Angela/Emic/Goran/Uriyida

also this random guy following us hahaha we just laugh so much oh my god.

24 nov.

woke up at 8.
thought I was home... but no.. had a good night of sleep.
go for breakfast but its done,
sit talk with the girls. drink coffee... people invited me to stay for thanksgiving as they are going to have a big dinner party... but I don't really want to... need to keep going!
A guy that worked there gave me a small paper before I left with his number and telling me to call him that I was so pretty. ark. haha laugh my ass off.
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Hitch hike for not too long.
got picked up by this old rich couple brought me to the end of the city... they kinda suck ..they don't know how to be grateful. complain. irk. they comeback from florida like usual.. unrespectful between each-other...
anyway right when they drop me off a van stop by and pick me up not even 1 min.
sooo cool.
This guy David pick me up... I though he was super nice..
got good conversations... he works in a chocolate store maim and gave me some chocolate :) also show me an historic chocolate store on the way...
also talked a lot about his life.. Not too sure exactly what happen but his wife left him without talking to him just took everything an the kids and disappear. asking for divorce.
He went to jail I think and had to pay a fee ... he said he got violent and pissed sometimes because of her character...he tried to talk back top her or to his girls but everybody is against him and she convinced everyone that it was his bad only...

:s.. I try to let him know that sometimes there is not much to do except learning and starting something new.. but he said that for him the wedding and kids they should be working harder ... he tried therapy but she never wanted to come...He said he almost killed himself but now its a bit better... told him to keep going that he can do whatever he wants!
...
He kept telling me how pretty and cute I was with my accent... and he wanted to come travel with me.. and even asked if he could kiss me..
I was rude and told him no but laugh in the same time how ridiculous it was...  invited me to thanksgiving with his family but don't feel comfortable at alll!
bought me hot chocolate and let me go!
haha ouf.
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Thumbs up again.

24 nov suite suite.

A Dad and girl finaly pick me up :)
Hourra!
They invite me to their house to spend Thanksgiving with them! Or at least stay for a while as it was soooo rainy outside...
They are funny and super hangover.. I accept as not really other options except staying outside under the cold windy rainy sky.

It was a strange funny moment. they made me feel super confortable right at the begining.
Another kinda typical family. un peu Bs. in jogging .feel like in the 80's. bad eating habbit ( lack of knowledge on how food affect us maybe?! ) (I dont wana judge even if it sounds like that but I just want to describe for you to understand how I was feeling eheh..) in this old lovely kinda cabin house .
They start drinking again. offer me drinks... the dad is throwing up in the washroom and stay the whole time in the bedroom trying to survive.. they had a crazy night last night... the girl Jinny is still drinking directly from the big bottle of whisky. its funnny.
Authist sister... brought me in her room were she spent the whole time. She plays me piano. <3
I feel close to her and I understand her.
Authist are so smart.
 more and more people show up. more and more dogs. running all over destroying everything..
its kinda crazy but I enjoy it. Talk with Uncle John about writing and photos. interesting.
They invite me to stay for the night but I feel its better if I keep going.

After a couple drinks and some food im On the Road again.
....
really long wait. try to sing and stay positive..
a guy in his pickup finaly stop and pick me up. He is going home just next city.
I said okay as better then nothing.
I dont remember his name. he is UGE! really! he works a lot make good money and work all over so kinda travel... I kinda have bad intuition on him... and I got freak out when he decide at the last minute to stop on the side of the road didnt say anything and get out of his truck. I took my knife and was sooooo scare.,.. but he just went to pee...lol.
 but when we arrived close to his house its dark and cold.
He invited me to stay over... I dont really want to as I have a sketchy feeling... and dont feel like I connect with him at all but no other options and so cold and wet and windy that I accept...
I didnt know but he lives in a RV park in his mobilehouse ( roulotte) next to the ocean...
Its so strange. we sit at his table. without really talking much. gave me hot chocolate... had whisky to his and ask if I want some...
dont really feel like getting drunk with him at all... lol
look for the remote for the tv... couldnt find it so he let me the couch and he went to his room watch tv for the rest of the night...watch a bit of south park + meditate and went to bed early like 9 pm..
I ate a bit and had a rouleau suisse :) thought of my brother. miss PL a lot.
A bit tired of being alone.. its fun sure but I wana share what I see.. boring... if I could meet inspiring people... anyway. Im planing on waking up early and leaving asap..
slept with my knife under my pellow...just in case. haha

( funny fact: he was so uge that everytime he was moving it makes the whole mobilhouse moved and it was waking me up.... lol)
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23 suite suite suite...

After the longest hard walk ever with my freaking heavy bag( I wonder if I should have sleep outside.. as now my back is dying)
try motel. park. boat. car. washroom. nothing seems to work.
Find a bar but not old enough... just go to the shelter where Daniel ( this old tattoo man) welcomes me.
its perfect. lovely mission for young.
put my stuff. smoke a joint. shower a bit of food + there is a movie in the commune room. :)
Its strange as girl can't speak to boy and they have a specific table they can sit...
anyways!
this girl sit next to me.. strange.. but kinda friendly.. she is texting some gross dirty sexual text with a boy here.. and she show me everything hahahahaha. wtf.

nice bed all clean is waiting for me hiha :)

I wonder why I don't have news from Miza. jeanluc and anna :(
makes me feel like shit and sad but whatever at least Im having such a good time and Im super blessed.

I wana a ukulele so bad I miss playing so much.
Hope that tar I will be pick up buy a hippy van.

good night.

23 nov suite.

got pick up by Jeff.. really really strange guy in a delivering truck.he act with ticks seem anxious... maybe he has a mental problem. I don't wan a talk.... drive so bad.
Eh guys! a gas pedal is make to be hold not to give a bit of gas every minute.
ask him to leave me at the beginning of the next town. ouf.

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Got a ride in this amazing old yellow pickup and his old man. he had travel a lot around the world.
He is a carpenter and as been laid off...  seeing me makes him wanna go try to work in new zealand or australia. told him he should do it!! Nice old man. short ride. but good again every mile count.

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Couple stop. Rhandy and Chritina!

From Texas they live here now.
The guy as travel a lot hitchhiking when he was 18.( their kids are traveling too) told me about sketchy stories about man trying to touch him....and told me to watch for cougars...
He is hilarious. He kept talking and talking and talking...
They rock and sing on their chretien rock music ( hahahahaha super cheesy Im laughing from the inside)
They are nice they stop at the ocean for a small walk to show me around.

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Got picked up by conrando y la familia! in an old minivan.
From mexico. they speak spanish... only their son Alex 9 speaks english. He is translating for us haha. try to remind my spanish.. so far away...
they are going to sell their mushrooms ( their job..) in Florence.
Put spanish music. Im happy even if its rainy + I played with him and his amazing transformer cars.
haha.
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And the last ride of the day this guys maybe 40 told me about his son Timmy and we talked about life and He told me his situation with his son and I told him my point of view. he was happy. gave me some weed and smoked at 420. lol.
Let me in Coos bay.
See the sun for the first time in sooooo long!

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Walked to the library... not too sure what to do.. its 5 pm... find out there is a GA ( general Assembly) for the occupy coos bay right now,...run to the place and finally only like 10 persons stand there with their signs haha. talk to them.. super happy to meet me. even took a photo with me haha. they invited me to stay over but I say no.. I need time by myself.. Ive met a way too much people during the last 2 days...
Got back to the library,, find out the shelter is 30 mins walking away.. with my big pack.. don't know if I should just sleep in the street or find a quiet place..
wish I could be 21... bought a beer anyway at the grocery yeahhh.
Im hungry wish I could have a good plate with salmon veggies and rice...
Walked to the quay.. stay there for a while... with my Harmonica.. drinking my beer and relaxing with the beautiful view and the peacefulness of the water.
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L'eau est calme. Sa sent la pluie.
Avec la Grosse a 2 piasses pas besoin d'être millionnaire.
Sans trop vraiment regarder en arrière
Sans trop vraiment regarder en avant.

Assise sur lord du quai.
Toute seule a pas trop m'en faire
Avec mon harmonica pi ma grosse bière.
La vie est belle a soir a Coos Bay.
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Don't know where to sleep.. decided to walk to the shelter...

23 nov.

6 am. Wanna sleep again...
woke up shower coffee + on the road with matt.
He told me his life and we talk about stress and how to deal with it.. Its good I felt like I help him a bit....gave him hope and talked about my experiences and let him know the doctor can prescribe him as much drug as he want... if he doesn't help himself nobody can do it for him... Need to find small things that makes him happy everyday.
We often act under our subconscious as our brain doesn't seems to be able to work as too much stress or too much going on... but everything happen for a reason. Even if we act bad or make a mistake.everybody does. as long as you are aware of it and that you are honest and assume and learn from it.
+ Vulnerability won't bring you anywhere.
Gave him a magic rock that I found at Arch Cape to help him remember to breathe :)
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drop me at starbucks.
People are freaking out because there is no electricity.
The old man told me something that stay in my mind yesterday: " I don't like doing nothing as Im not used to. Its boring. It doesn't mean I like everything Im doing but at least Im doing something.."

I feel like some people don't take time to listen to themselves and don't spend enough time alone to figure out what they really like. We need to find hobbies that  help us improve. develop our self-esteem.
Instead we work work work work watch tv surf online work work work shop... when we have free time we don't know what to do... so they work more to spent more.
I feel like developing spirituality makes you live and realize. Love your life.
Take the responsibility of your happiness. Be grateful.
This is how I feel this morning anyway...
haha Decided to go do my Yoga in the washroom as more than one and big clean and nowhere else. haha
after 1h got back out to hitch hike.

Yoga = <3
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Got picked up by this nice guy don't remember his name :( in his fluo green car.
He is not going far he lives here but can bring me to the end of the city.
It smells so much weed haha I accept.
He comeback from work. Manager at the mcdo + work on boat sometimes.
He asked me if I have time to hang out at his apartment to smoke some weed... say okaydouki.
Its big and clean. live with his girlfriend. she is at work..
we sat and talk and he show me his snake :)  and Mama (his cat :))
He was funny. looked a bit like terminator haha redhead.skinny.
He invited me to stay over and really likes me but I wan a keep going farther :(
had to go get his girlfriend at his job.. she was really pissed and not cool. anyway. got a good time and a good ride.
He doesn't like to go out and just wan a buy a house.. he is boring he said and was happy to have me over.
was cool. Hitch hike again.
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22 nov suite...

So after 15-20 mins I got picked up by Matt .
40 years old man and his pick up.
He said he is not going far ( getting used to that...) but at this point whatever..
He invited me to stay over as by the time we get to his place it will be super dark and its raining and super windy...
I finally accept..Its actually at his parents place as he has some problem with his wife right now ...
They have been together since high school. 3 kids. but because of $$ and they lost their business everything was going so bad..
stop at his parents place. argue with her on the phone and leave. he will pick me up tar morning early and bring me to the next city as he has a doctor appointment..
cool bean.

his family : hahahahahahahhahahahahahahha
OMG OMG OMG>
I felt like in On a exchanger nos meres...Switch mom ?!
They have really good heart but really old and dirttytyyyyyy. The whole house is a mess.
They have 3 dogs 1 cat. all with warms probably as they were hitching their bump on the carpet..
Old food everywhere. the fridge is so gross when I open it I couldn't believe it.
there is a tons of toys and everything all around the house.

Its sad because its not their bad... its a farm house and they are just way too old to clean.
Everybody like grandchild and neighbors show up don't remove their shoes walk around let stuff ...

She: half the face kinda paralyze...except for big expression ( her left eye open..)
showed me proudly some old photos. she was pretty at her wedding at 16... ( I wonder how I will look when I will be old..)
She take care of 3 persons around + cook for everybody ..she should take care of herself... sad.

He: Funny character.Really old. UGE Glasses. Really smart. ( Old man are usually so funny...without even realizing it..) He is sad as he kept loosing his words. ( cute with his wife and with animals..)
He writes a lot about politic in a sarcastic way, its impressively good.  He loves movies and know everything about them ( specially old movies) he got a collection like 300 videos. :/
He told me about their trip across canada lately... and about all kind of animals they had as pet..( snakes . raccoon . squirrel )


Im tired and just want this night to pass to be somewhere else. Try as best as I can to gave them as much attention and love as possible....
All the dirt and animals doesn't help my sickness...
Again another american typical family.. a lot of tv and butter and sugar.
At least I had the chance to do laundry and a warmth place to sleep during the storm.

As Im going to bed I write in my journal and realize how people just need other people. They just need attention and time from them. need to feel important and interesting. People don't take time to spend time together and just talk about life... I guess thats why psy exist...
As Im writing in my journal haahahah a fly just falls and died right in my book...
aaaaaaaah! huhu.

22 nov. on the road again.

Woke up early. sick. not able to sleep anymore :(
( watched tv to try to sleep again.. its like 5 in the morning dark...to dark to see...Supernanny... Im confused... how you know if its real?!.. I guess it doesn't matter as I never really watch tv but its shit.)

Hurricaine is coming... better keep going anyways!
Deborah invited me to stay longer but the adventure is calling me.
Tired sick. dogs give me love. Deb too... enough love to keep going.

I was sad to say bye,,, Its strange to say good life to somebody.
Knowing you probably never see them again... as you won't be back and they won't move and don't know how much longer they still have to live...

Rainy reallly bad. big raincoat and garbage bag on my bag pack..
I realize how the way you look influence your chances of getting ride.
The car are running splashing me with cold water.
thanks to a small poff to help me sing and keep being happy.

Finally Steven Pick me up... a bit sketchy at the beginning as he is an old man by himself but it turns out pretty good. He is delivering boat part to tillamook.
Its pouring rain. we can't even see the road.
Im laughing so much from the inside as he looks and talk like the old man Hebert. but with a mustache :)

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Drop me at the grocery.
its storm outside... I please the car to stop... finally this lady Jess stop with her jeep.
She said its her first time picking up hitchhiker but I looked at her in the eyes( didn't realize that..) and she felt like she had no choice. She is driving to see family in mexico but has to go around first...
She was a bit barbie and was telling me she was scare to drive alone but now she see me doing what I'm doing she is going to remember how courageous I am and will feel better haha.
She gave me some $ and drop me at a starbuck for a coffee.
Didn't really wan a coffee but stop anyways to dry a bit.
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As I enter This big beard jump to my eyes.
This funny looking guy keep looking at me.. seems really friendly and interesting.
after 1 min he offer me homemade soup. haha kinda strange but start talking to him anyway and sat with him. ( the soup was delicious)
I had an amazing connection with him and his friend that show up not too long after.
they are from santa cruz . going up north to portland. :( they just spent 2 months building their camp in Florence. so nice. but because of the storm changed their plans.
They made my day.
gave them bracelet for luck :)
funny how people looked at us... Jealous of our freedom?~!

got some free drug for my trout at the market and thumps up again!
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After like 20 mins. desperate.
A pick up with this girl Brandee stop.
Hahaha she is the shit.
She is not going far but will bring me to the hwy .
Originally from Alaska . Sweetheart without any class :)
Told me some funny story about her life. drugs prison boyfriend. dancer when she was 16...
She have been to some rough shit but she still here with her smile!
she brought me at the shop of our boyfriend and brought me to the river to smoke some weed.
We talked a lot about how you learn so much from people and their experiences.
Got really hight and she told me how happy she was to have me. someone to talk.
after when its time to go back she laugh and told me how she had her license for weed but not her driver license :/ got a bit freak out but laugh a lot haha.

For a reason I really liked her!
I think its because she was real. Real people who assume themselves fully are awesome.
And She told me proudly she had already pee her name in the snow! Quite impressive ! :)
Killing it.
haha
she drop me close to a mechanic shop next to the hwy.
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Another morning. Another day.

Finally. I stay.
It was getting late and Debora invited me to stay over as it was really raining... and as I feel sick I decided to pass another night in this comfy house.
I help her out by bringing the wood to her house for the wood oven.
walk to the beach with the dogs. create this blog.
and.
ahah we found in her small closet where she put her games board a bunch of dog food just packed there..
It was so full like 2 bags of vacuum... ?!?!
Must have been mouses or something like that. was quite funny.

relaxing day with wayyy too much tea ( wait can you drink too much tea? I guess no but still that I have to go pipi every 2 minutes..)

Cooked some waffles with Debora And her dad :)

Latter on she got a call... a friend of her sister died...
We talk about life and death and it was really interesting and...touching..
She is at a point where she received a lot of calls to advice friends or family that past away..
Makes her think about her time too...
She has been there for 5 peoples... assisting them through their end..
Its all about acceptance..

We all finish to loose all at the end...
It just makes me wana travel even more.

Sleep early + leaving tmr morning first thing after a coffee.

Arch Cape

after 5 minutes waiting on the 101 got another ride.. with a random old man.
He showed me the ocean right next to the road...
I asked him to drop me there and spent like 10-15 minutes thanking the life and breathing and running on the beach..

You should have seen my face,... haha so excited.
I think I'm addicted to Ocean.
after I walked back to go hitchhiking and some dogs start yelping at me from a window of a lovely house.. an old lady asked me where I was going and I point south... she said if I had any issue just to come back..

Felt really lucky again. But excited to meet new people and go for adventure.

 So I left to hitchhike and she show up 5 mins latter in her car... she thought I was going to hike and was scare for me as the dark was coming... she invited me to her house for toilet and tea and offer to drive me to the next city after...
finally she invited me to stay for dinner and sleep...
Debora. a sweetheart from here who often bring people who are traveling to stay with her.
She use to love rocknroll and got like 4 tattoos haha. She doesn't believe in the society right now but love her small community and family.
so we had dinner with her dad 87 her sister like 70 and a couple originally from italia like 85,..it was funny how they didn't really understand why I was doing my trip..(except for Debora and her father maybe)
 The house looks like a cabin,. all in wood and bricks with 2 wood oven and old furniture. I had all the downstairs for me... Super peaceful. exactly what I needed.. went to bed kinda early.

  Woke up with the dogs licking my toes. did some yoga. walked on the beach.. breakfast and time to go again?...


Its raining and cold and she invited me to stay over one more night and her dad will drive me to tallimook tmr showing me around..
Should I stay or Should I go?!...

The new begining. Alone.

Sunday morning.,
Beautiful sun. blue sky.
go for coffee with the family and Star bought a rat.
Time for me to go on my own.
Pack my bag.
Miza blessed me burning some sauge around me.
Saying bye.
Saying hi to adventure.

It sounds crazy to hitch hike the west coast in usa alone as a girl but I need to do it.
My intuition is screaming me to go.
+ I have nothing to loose... and if something happen.. It could only makes me stronger and it would happen while I do somethin I enjoy!
I need learn on myself and to follow my intuition.
I'm so excited. happy. scared...... all in a good way.

I got pick up not too long after by a nice couple ( mike and Chris) coming back from the church...loving country music...watching football...firefighter.. you see. well they were nice enough to drop me at the hwy and gave me some $$.. .
I felt so lucky and like I was on the good way. then not too long after they show up again..
telling me they were worried and wouldn't be able to let me go just in case something happen.. so they drive me to the 101... an hour n half ride.. they said its their day off and had nothing else to do... lucky me again.
I was kinda looking for somethin more adventurous but you know. I would take the good that comes to me. and I couldn't say no....
:)

Last night in Portland

2-3 days pass by.. walking around the city playing music going to coffee shop. occupy.
I feel like I need to push myself a bit more and keep going...
I'm thinking of leaving by myself...
I have to buy a knife and a ukulele...
During the day we try to find a knife but no luck.. we went for free food.. ( again nothing vegetarian..)
Star and I decided to go play music.. its Saturday night... good time for busking.
We didn't make that much money just enough to reimburse my lunch but we had a good time .
met some lovely guys. Mike and Duffy I think.
talk a bit and finally life makes everything works out.
Duffy brought his knife with him.. for no real reason just in case as he was going downtown and you never know.. and He trade his knife for a bracelet I made :)
On our way back we met 2 guys who were playing music and took the same train as us..
we jam in the train all the way home.
and the train stop one stop before ours and stock there closing and opening the doors for 15 mins..?!

It's freezing cold.
comeback home. watch a fucked up movie.
bed time.
I have a big cold. leaving tmr morning by myself?!

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La goutte au nez
Gorge enrhume
Jsens pu mes doigts
Sti qui fait froid.

2-3 sourrire par-ci par-la
Les autres avec leur air pincer-presser
Des gens friendly qui comptent leur vie
On joue, on joue pour des pennys..

Tant qu'on peut jouer et voyager
Le reste on s'en fou ben
Dla bouffe quand il faut
2-3 gorges.poff. par-ci par-la
On jour on joue meme s'il fait froid.

10 piasses plus tard minuit et quart
C'est l'heure de prendre le dernier train
Les gens sont soul et parlent fort
Echange un bracelet pour un couteau.
Tu sais la vie fait bien les choses.

Portland

Finally we are in Portland hiha.

Lost but happy.
We try to meet people.. doesn't really know where to sleep as the occupy camp as been shut down... so nowhere to put our tent..
Thanks to Starbucks and the Ipad of Jean-luc we found a Shelter for Young people.
Show up there... they accept us.
gave us food. shower and a bed.
Star help me to empty and give away almost 1/3 of my bag as was too heavy..

WHEN YOU HAVE NOTHING.
YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE.

In the morning we went to a place for  free breakfast and walk around the city with our big bag to explore...
protest with occupy.
play some music.
The police are crazy. a lot of them. its ridiculous.
With their gun. trying to feel important. when people are just reclaiming their right to be people.\



protest.important people inside important building freaking out.

at night thanks to Star.
She had a friend Nico who had a house to squatt for us :)
he pick us up and we had a funnnyyyy night warm and comfy
with jeanluc.miza.star.nico and Chris ( his friend)
wine.food.friends.warm.music.way to go.