Okay I forgot to write for a while... And a lot Happen.
San Francisco was so nice.
We were suposed to go to the beach but end up on the Height st and Hippy Hill in the famous Magical Park.
Had a drug trip that changed my life with Anna and Mason. Had meditate a lot before. was spectacular and makes me realize the beautiful simplicity of the complex life.
Lot of thoughts for Troy.
Nature is my home. need it for being Happy.
Infiniti. Spiral. 4 elements. to act instead of talking.. we talk a way too much... anyway haha. you guys dont need to know exactlyu how I feel about everything but lot of realisation and glad.
This park is crazy too. all the UGE trees and the night sky with the stars and moon was breathe-keeping.
Also met a lot of kinda Hippy spent some times with them.. they have like 4 vans and they are going all around... some are nice... some are kinda fake people that are just trying to prove how hippy they are... bad. real bad. but some are lovely. peaceful keep seing them all over.
see back Andy from Arcata. funny.
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Anna and Mason went skating on the artificial ice.. was too expensive for nothing.. we just went play in the ice/snow of the zamboni and made a snowman L:) soo funn so happy yeah.
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Spent a morning super relax under the sun with Miza. Made bracelet dreds and play music. Decided to go walk the big Bridge with some new friends and their dogs. But during the walk I start feeling suuuuper sick.
Had no choice to stop alone in a park and sleep for like 2 hours.. got back to occupy so slow.. feel so bad.. cant wait to go back to the tent to sleep...
amazing color in the sky because of the sunset. wow.
When I finALY arrived at the occupy ... Jean luc had packed all our stuff mixing everything in all our backpacks as the police came to shut the occupy and he freak out.. nice from himn but sucks in the same time... specialy that I feel like shit and wana sleep... its kinda the chaos.. the police try to put gates around the camp and they hit a girl at the knee.. she had to go at the hospital.. people are mad and chaos. just sit beside with friends and play music.. we need to get out of here before I go crazy lol...
Suposded to have a big dance party as the police are gone but feel so like shit.. Mason Anna and I just walk to the to go at the shelter all tired and feel like shit.. on our way... Anna lost her purse... with her passeport and everything...:/ haaaa
its such a bad day.
+ there is no more place at the shelter.... there is just one bed for a girl and we are 2 girls. it sucks.
so tired just wana sleep man.
have to walk around to try to find a park to sleep in.
put our sleeping bag and as Im falling asleep a big car came with the lights on so high. asking us to leave. also telling us its a really bad spot a lot of drug and shooting...
SO PISSED> man we just wana sleep.
took the bus to the magical park we already went too.. find a quiet spot and finally sleep awww.
Everything is so worst and you have suchj a bad energy when you are tired..
In the morning Tragic event..
Crystal... the pretty rat of Mason is dead. :/.. all so sad and fuck life is bad right now. we meditate and try to change our mind.. we wana leave SF asap.. but not much money.. so we decided to stay one more day to busk for money for food...
super hungry.. at least its sunny and warmth!
I cry.. a bit.. so bummed and desperate. no bus let us in... ah lala.. life life life.
eternel recommencement. up.down.up.down.up. its all about perceptions tho..
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ps I have no more battery in my camera and dont have my plug so I cant take photos anymore...
will work hard to try to find a new one asap hopefully.
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